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There is a distinct difference between fasting in a Muslim country and
fasting in a non-Muslim country. The difference is not to be
underestimated.



for one, you cannot fail to miss sunset, since the athan can be heard
easily. Even in shopping centres, they play it instead of the piped
music when sunset hits.



There is a cheery, celebratory atmosphere, especially at iftar
(breaking of fast) time. the best foods, the best company, party every
day. Most people around you are in a spiritual mood and there is a
strong sense of  'goodwill to all men'. It makes you feel all warm and fuzzy


There are special foods available only at this time of year that
add to the atmosphere around you. The month truly feels marked out and
special.



Everyone, including employers, are geared up for the change in routine.
They understand that productivity is low, sometimes working hours can
be rearranged to suit the demands of little sleep, no food and wanting
to break fast with friends and family.



No one offers you food followed by "oh shit, sorry, forgot" and you
don't keep having to explain what Ramadan is meant to be about and yes,
I really don't drink anything either, no, not even water, no I don't
sometimes feel like sneaking a chocolate bar, yes I can smell your
cheese sandwich from here, no I am not writhing in hunger-induced agony.



but most importantly, colleagues whose birthday it is today do not come to work bringing in














 


2.11.05 12:39


It's sunset.

Now watch me inhale this doughnut



and wait for the......



sugar rush!!!!!





ohmygodthathastohavebeenthemostfantasticdoughnutihaveeverhadyouhavenoideahowgoodthattasted
andthejamwasjustsodeliciousandithinkinowamwearingasmuchsugarasI'vehadtoeat,doihavesugararound
mymouth?Honestlyyoucannotimaginehowperfectthatdougnutwasithinkthatmighthavebeenthebestdougnut
inthewholeworldandnowitsgonebecauseI'veeatenit.DidImentionthedeliciousjaminside?ithinkitwasstrawberry
oritmighthavebeencherry,I'mnotsure,anywaythatconcludesmyfastthankyouverymuchGodthanksforthefood,

DOUGHNUTS ROCK!


2.11.05 16:42


(about a fortnight ago)

him: so when's the last time you went to the cinema, H?

me: oooh gosh, not been in ages. I'd quite like to go see that Wallace and Gromit film.

him: well we should go, oh but
you're fasting, so I'd have to have all the popcorn. hmm. Can't go to
the cinema and not have popcorn.

me [disappointed] yeah, another time then. [dammit dammit dammit]



(a week later)

him: so what happens at the end of Ramadan? how do you celebrate?

me: well normally this would be the time to visit family and friends, feast for three days. It's rather like Christmas, in a way

him: well we should celebrate. Have a nice meal - hey, we could go the cinema.

me: yeah, great idea. How about Thursday? [wahoo!]



(some days later)

me: I've looked up what time the movie starts at the UGC and the Odeon, 8pm or 8.20pm.

him: ok, shall we get something to eat before the film?



That is a date, right? I'm not reading too much into this, right? He is
asking me out on a date. He is, isn't he? Pleeeease let this be a
date. 

Also, he adds kisses on his emails now, and when he texts me he adds
kisses. This is a recent development. I like carrying his kisses around
in my pocket.



how do I stop myself thinking about tonight when I should be working?



oh but

Please don't let him cancel

Please don't let me chicken out

Pease give me the courage to at least link arms and perhaps snuggle in a bit

Please let the weather be cold so I can shiver in closely, with soft mmh sounds if necessary

Please let him be as nervous as me

Please make my hair super soft and shiny tonight

Please don't let me have spinach in my teeth







3.11.05 10:43


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